Ctrl Alt Del- Let’s Write a New Story
Hey mama!
I’ve been referring to this month as “Many Miracles May” since the beginning. This stirred up great excitement as I anticipated all of the gigantic miracles I could expect. But as we approached the end of it, I was wondering where all my miracles were? It wasn’t until I reflected on the smaller moments of the month, that I realized it was in fact filled with miracles. I just had to shift the lenses through which I was looking.
I spent a little over a week near the beach this month, swinging between Florida and The Bahamas. As we’ve been journeying through the chakras so far this year, it has become very evident that all things are in support of this work. Each month, I am given the perfect medicine, healing, lessons, opportunities and environment I need for the restoration of balance and further expansion in the corresponding energy center. So I had no doubt that the same would be true for me this month.
As a reminder, the throat chakra is all about truth. Knowing yours, expressing it, and receiving others without judgement. In the world we live in, it can be hard to know what desires and wants are truly ours and which ones we have been programmed to want. Likewise, the lifestyles we live are often rooted in things we think we have to do versus things we actually want to do. And it makes it hard to accept others choosing to live differently when it goes against our current life choices. This can even come into play when we influence our children to do things that are rooted in our truth and desires but may not be theirs.
Being near the water for a good portion of this month of truth, was a major miracle. It was supportive in the deep cleansing of my truth that I was undergoing. I had sensed such changes in my desires, outlook, and purpose for a while, but I needed the support of the ocean to fully cleanse out the old and wash in the new.
This month I’ve rinsed myself of limiting beliefs related to money, love, motherhood, and work. Things that I had been accepting as true, but that were limiting me from living life authentically for me. I want to share some of these revelations with you in hopes that maybe you’ll free yourself to believe something different too. Maybe you’ll revamp your truths. Maybe you’ll accept others more for theirs. And maybe you’ll model how to stand in truth for your children because you’ve done the work to get clear on yours.
Some truths revamped:
I don’t really want partnership right now. I had been addicted to the longing for “my person” that I didn’t realize I don’t actually want it. I am SO very content. I am open to love encounters that give me glimpses of the Divine in another but that’s it. And this is because..
I now understand myself as someone who needs space in relationships. I crave adventure. I enjoy change. But most importantly, I love the freedom I experience when alone. And because I know myself, I can see...
My work is shifting more in the direction of children. I don’t know what it’s going to look like, but as I’ve been following the bread crumbs (ie. coaching tball, working on a children’s book, and homeschooling Kairo), I see that’s where my true passion and abundance lies. There’s so much joy there. And as I think of children…
I am finally entertaining the idea of going back to school. 5 years ago I had written it off. I hated the idea that the system was set up where we feel collegiate education is the gateway to success. I’ve broken free of that by proving success is attainable in unconventional ways. I’ve gained life experience. And now I’m ready to further my studies but it’s driven by a different motive now. I cannot deny my love for learning. I love expanding my mind. I love philosophical thought. This is me. But with more education, comes greater responsibility to the world community….
And what does that role look like? I can only be an anchor for harmony and balance internally and pray that it bleeds out into the world. I can remain open to God continuing to work through me. I’m choosing to love people where they are and let them be there. I’m choosing to work on me and trusting that this is the best way to help anyone.
Associations of the Throat Chakra:
Main Function: Communication
Color: Blue
Element: Ether (Spirit)
Body Parts: Throat, Ears, Mouth
Ways of Working with the Throat Chakra:
Foods: Aesthetically Pleasing and Beautifully Presented Foods
Herbs : Chamomile, Blue Lotus, Butterfly Pea
Oils: Sandalwood, Frankincense
Crystals: Lapis Lazuli, Blue Lace Agate, Blue Quartz
So, to close, this month was filled with many miracles, but the greatest one received was seeing myself and others more clearly. The greatest miracle we can give ourselves and the world is to live our truth. Have the courage to reevaluate yours, strive to get to the root and give yourself freedom to rewrite them over and over again. Choose to live from them unapologetically and accept others for theirs.
May we all stand firm in who we are,
Kayla
